It is 9:06 at night on a wednesday night....

I should be reading up on the history of art education... and instead i decided to post a journal entry, hence i have not posted one in quite sometime...

my last entry has been reflecting on my current state of mind at the moment, somewhat an identity crisis.

I hope to get over it, but in the mean time i am trying to draw things out of how i have been feeling.

Anywho on a different note, i have been creating some really amazing sculptures in my sculpture class, and i do hope to take them home soon so i can photograph them, i mean worse case scenario, i can always just bring my camera to class and take photos, but i wanted to work around with some lighting on the sculpture so not only is it a sculpture, but a wonderfully shot photograph as well!

I`ve been having some really inspirational photoshoot ideas (basically almost everyday when i drive to and from my college) and its just frustrating to find the time, as well as models.... (and yes i am starting to get sick of photographing myself, but i have no other models!)

so i just wanted to update everyone on the current status quo!

I created a book,
that no one will read

a song that no one will listen to

and a voice...
that will fade away with all the others
who were just
not that unique



they were ordinary.

I must say i have been impressed with the work that comes up on my "new deviations" page, all i can say is wow...

I am hoping to "wow you so to speak" soon with some of the work i have been working on. I am currently taking a digital imaging course (yay for re-learning about photoshot for a second time or third time in my life because i keep forgetting!)

also, i am taking a sculpture class...and not only do we work on sculpting but our teacher makes us dedicate about an hr each class session to draw (so expect some new drawings comming soon too!).

~Kerry

I am a geminii...

and having that sign
to me
leaves a lot of loose ends open for interpretation


duel personalities they call it...
split mind thinking.... they call it...

perhaps...

i do

because on one hand part of me is content

but the other twin of mine...seeks more..wants more....wants things that are different...

maybe the other twin is part of my ego... and is always wanting more...

i want someone.
not something.

i want to know them..
i want to creep inside their mind...
and pick their brain until i am satisfied.

i want to know their past, their present, and their furture

i want this person..

to be the main inspiration in my life..

and yet..

this is impossible
it cannot be
fate does not will it to be

and so...

i suppose...

my other half of my other split personality...

will always be..




unsatisfied.

Holy crap! 33 new messages in under 24 hrs?!? wow...

thank you soo much for all your support!

much love!

more to come soon!

<3
Ker